#love

I don't know how you will take it, but just know that this is real. Real talk.

Do you remember when you were asked what you liked about me, and you said that we were "best buds"? That was discouraging.

Do you remember when we first hugged? That was so embarrassing.

Do you remember when I tried to hold your hand in the car? Too akward.

Do you remeber when we sat there and laughed for hours at sub zero? I loved that.

Do you remember? 

I used to think I knew what love was, but to my dismay, I don't. It took me 18 years to understand what it is. Love is when you can have nothing, but still be happy. Love is where you finish eachothers sentences. You talk about the ups and the downs and leave nothing out. Love is when you can look at someone in the eyes and have that "connection" a connection that can never be broken.

That is love.

But even though in love, someone always gets hurt. And yet we still desire so much to have the feeling of "love". That feeling is worth dying for.

You are the one person that I could tell anything to and you would listen. You will laugh at all my stupid jokes. You are the most amazing girl I have ever met. I love they way you are so blunt with things. I love that you are real. I love that you love to be adventurous. I love that you are spontaneous. I love that we can spend a whole day together and still not want to go home. I love that you aren't afraid to try new things. I love it when you wear your hair natural. I love that you are so confident. I love that you can take my jokes and not take them seriously. I love that you have the best comebacks that shut me down. I love that you think I'm "overly sensitive". You don't know this, but I respect you more than anyone. So much that I am afraid to scare you away, to lose you. When we are together time stops and all I can focus on is You. You are all I think about night and day. 

Love is you.

And I am inlove with YOU.

#love